Only 3 more shifts until I'm in 80 degree weather.....or 4 days, however you look at it, I'm excited. Even though I know there's excitement right around the corner I'm still kind of meh. It comes and goes really and certain things trigger it. Of course when people at work ask how "my man is" that doesn't help. I was pretty sure word got around that I was broken up with by phone and not given a reason. Hmmm. But yeah, it came as a shock and if looks could kill, the person who asked would have been dead (but NOT by me funny enough.)

I guess I don't have as much to say as I thought I did. Ha! At the end of the day, I find myself mostly ok and in a decent frame of mind. Yeah, that's what I do. I cope.