So I just got done playing my couple hours of Warcraft and I really should get to bed. I can't help but think how truly lucky I am to have such a committed group of friends who always have my back. Any time I've had issues whether they be with my job or with other aspects of my life, they are there championing me to "kick on" like I always do.
I'm a hell of a survivor and a fuck of a fighter. I'll always do what's right or at least try. No one is perfect, least of all me. I just want my friends to know how much I truly appreciate them and some of them I even would go as far to say that I love them. Love has always been a pretty sacred word for me and is reserved for only those who really truly have earned it. I guess when I say I love someone, it's a feeling that I'm always going to have in one way or another. I mean, I may say, "I LOVE THAT!" But really it might not be LOVE, LOVE. It's most likely a strong like. Love is a tough emotion and should only be used for those deserving of such emotion.
So a big thanks to all who have checked in on me over the last week, offered to bring me food, encouraged me to go out, dressed me and FORCED me to go out, offered to bring me coffee on my busy work shifts, shared cake with me, spent time with me, challenged me to think beyond where I was allowing myself to think and so on. Your concern for my heart and well being means so very much to me. I love you guys.
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