Seriously. I'm counting the days until I leave for Austin. I can't frickin' wait! I'm just getting in from an overnight shift at the hospital and really need to get to sleep so I can be back in 11 hours. I've been thinking about asking for a different schedule but I'm afraid I'm going to miss something on a day that I would have normally had off. Ugh.
Last night was so low key. I enjoyed the shift last night. It was quiet and I did a lot of reading about various disease processes and other shit that I need to learn to be better at my job. The crew and I did share some laughs tonight and it felt good. Dylan is always good at getting a laugh out of the team. We joked about corn snakes, hotties and "stool hoarding." I love my job.
Of course I can't help but still feel meh about all that's happened in the past week. At least it has almost been a full week. I talked to Aubrey about it a lot and told her more about the WHOLE story than I've told anyone. We both still don't understand what went wrong. There are so many holes and contradictions to what he said and did or didn't say or do. I think I'm going to be left to wonder. It's not getting easier but when I'm busy, I think about it a lot less. I need to surround myself with people that make me smile and laugh. I think on second thought, I WILL go to breakfast with the CVES Drs and a special guest who I miss oh so much!
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