Pain, anger, confusion, anxiety, tension, angsty, frustrated, disappointed, heart broken, half-dead.
Yeah, I'm feeling pretty bad. I'm beside myself and more disappointed than I've felt in a long time. My heart has been stepped on and is so black and blue that not even duct tape could begin to fix it. How does someone just STOP loving you? How do people turn their emotions on and off so freely? I don't know how to be that way.
I'm not looking forward to the next few weeks and I'm really not looking forward to my 1 year review tomorrow where I'll be forced to put on a happy face and pretend I'm ok. I'm so far from OK, I'm afraid of myself right now.
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