"This Too Shall Pass"

Cough, cough....yeah, I've got a cold. Feels so weird to be hacking my lungs up in the middle of a heat wave. Oh well, this too shall pass. That's a good motto, ya know? I get so wrapped up in the moment that sometimes, I forget to think things all the way through. Sometimes I put myself out there too much, trust too quick even though it's who I am and I'll always embrace my faults. And really, who's to say that's a fault?

Human nature sucks. I continue to be let down by people and because of that, I worry that maybe I'm a let down to them. I've had so much self-doubt in the past month, it's unreal. Even though I'll stand by the saying, "I am fine." In all, I am fine but I have some regrets. Perception is a funny thing. If I could see into the future, maybe I'd know how to handle my heart. Until then, I'll continue to be who I am and someone, somewhere will find that the best thing ever.

It's either black or white with me. I'm coming to accept that more and more. I don't do "gray." I tend to put it all out there without thinking through the potential repercussions of my all or nothing attitude. Honing in on my skills will come with time and I feel like thus far, I've managed it fairly well. Well, except when I'm blindsided by the occasional human being.