I continue to push my limits everyday. All I can say is, "Never say never." I used to say I'd never do certain things but with most of my inhibitions out the window, I'm opening my mind and my life to all other "ways of doing things."
I'm meeting new people and having a blast. Work continues to be OK but I'm having a bit of trouble reading certain people. I keep asking myself, "Will the way I feel about this matter tomorrow, next week or next year?" I have a feeling the answer is always going to be no. It's hard to remember that in the heat of the moment but I am trying.
There are so many things I want to do here in Austin and in the surrounding areas. I really want to take a trip to San Antonio and visit The Alamo. I want to float the river (I still don't know what river or where the fuck it is!), I want to kayak, I want to see Mt. Bonnell but NOT by accident. There are all these wonderful things to do but finding someone to do them with is another. I've never had an aversion to being alone but sometimes having company is nicer.
Another issue I'm having is coping with my work schedule. It's hard being in a new town and having off hours. I guess it'd be different if I knew more people but I don't. I've been considering other options but I love emergency medicine and I DO have a job.
Next week is looking like lots of liver Olympics and swimming! Wish my friends were here to join in the fun!
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