While driving Rupert today, I started to get angry. I started thinking about the person who called me selfish. I thought to myself, "You sad, sick, lonely person." "You have no idea who you are and you're grasping so hard to find out and you might never know because you're too full of hatred to let go enough to learn." Then I thought to myself, I'm none of those things. I know just who I am and it isn't selfish. It's funny how people can bring you down. If I knew then what I know now, I guess I wouldn't be where I am but I could have done without some of the bull shit.
I have had THE best weekend! Yesterday takes the cake though. I got to spend time sunning with Michele who came to town for her birthday. We lay in her front yard (in tiny bathing suits) and caught some rays, caught up with each other and drank some yummy margaritas. It was the perfect Austin, Texas day. I love her. She is my soul sister. She confirms what I already know about myself and makes me feel good about the woman I am and who I am becoming. We both agreed that great things are coming my way and life can only go up from here. No more dead weight!
Tonight yields some more fun. Not dancing fun though! I've been taking it easy on my leg so I can start training for the run I'm doing with some friends in October. Tonight should be one for the record books, we'll see.
There's a plan in motion, I just can't see the whole picture just yet. I think soon all the pieces will come together and I'll be like, "OHHHHH.....right.....PERFECT!"
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