I'll tell you what. I'm the queen of coping. I talk about coping a lot and my amazement at the inability of others to cope. My life has been a series of challenges. Some I've brought on my self and others, well, I guess they're just part of life's ups and downs.
I'm actually wondering if I AM coping or if I just put the shit out of my mind to only come back to it later and hash it out.
I'm sick of these demons, I'm sick of all the bullshit. I want smooth sailing and to be happy. I'm frustrated, angry and confused.
I don't know how much more my body can take. How much more my mind will allow before I have the grand royal break down.
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