I feel sad that I've been neglectful of my blog but I've been so very busy! This next week is the final push to get everything done and see everyone I need to see before I move. I can tell you right now I'm scared. But besides being scared, I'm excited, anxious, nervous, apprehensive but optimistic that this move is going to be very healthy. It's going to allow me to grow as a person in ways that staying in Chicago aren't. I guess I owe it to myself to at least try.
I've been bursting into tears randomly and I know that this is just the start of a really rough week. I know I have the strength but my emotions have been getting the best of me. The outpouring of support and love has been unreal and I think THAT'S what is putting doubt in my head. I like being the best and I love being adored. I like knowing I'm liked. I'm so scared to leave the familiar.
Austin, here I come.
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