All I can say is wow. And I don't mean World of Warcraft! The last several days in Austin have been amazingly fun, relaxing and EYE OPENING. I understand the there is no "escaping" your problems but I've been sad for a long, long time. Maybe not as sad as I've been in past years but just dull and in need of something new. I think Austin could be it.
I've enjoyed so much in such a short amount of time here that I get teary eyed thinking about going home. I've always been excited to get back to Chicago. It is my home. It's what is familiar and what I know. My life is there. That could be the problem. I'm too damn comfortable with the day to day that I had NO idea what I've been missing. I'm realistic about a move though. I understand that scenery changes, problems to not. I don't feel that I'm running away though. I feel like this could be a whole new life and a way to live. I adore the weather, the scenery and all of the music/dancing. Heck, I can almost two-step! The energy here is like none I've ever felt.
I have some soul searching to do but I feel like now is the time to make my move. This is what I've been waiting for! Before I met Derek, I was thinking about moving to Portland or Colorado. I've put my plans on hold before but not this time. Not ever again. Being here makes me realize how sad my life has been and how wonderful and full of life it could be. My mom gave the best advice yesterday. She said, "Follow your heart and start sending out your resume."
I'm doing just that.
More from my trip when I get home tomorrow!
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