Saturday, January 8, 2011

This isn't all I wanted to say. But.......

Stephen contacted me about a month ago via e-mail regarding why we weren't talking anymore. I sighed deeply and thought, "Are you really going to write him?" Well, it took me a while but I did. I'm not sure why but I can't take it back now as it is in the past.

Needless to say, I wanted to write this blog to tell him what I couldn't say to his face. Of course, I can't really air it here on a public blog now can I? Let me just say for the record, 1. I have never played the victim, 2. I've never been called a "twit", 3. There isn't a person out there who would call me distant, selfish OR shallow. Just because you blew your chance does not mean I'm selfish. YOU are dumb.

You are a soul sucker. You were a ball and chain of the worst kind. You were emotionally fucked up and unable to relay your feelings in an adult manner EVER. I thought you changed but, as it would go, you are what you do when it counts, Stephen.

I blocked your phone number and your e-mail and expect to never, ever hear from you again. You're old news. Good luck getting by in life as you are. You're going to need it.

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