The World's Smallest Pitty Party

I always get great ideas for blogs as I'm ready to fall asleep at night (or morning, depending on how you look at it). I log on the next day ready to write and I have little to no direction. Sometimes it comes to me and other times I find myself typing endless lines of crap while thinking of other things I should be doing.

So what to report? Life is good. It continues to be good even though I've had a rough few hours here at home. I'm getting a little down on my living situation only because I feel like I'm the only one that puts in to the house. I really miss having a "home." We don't have a couch, I don't have a real bed and well, I just want to WANT to stay at home once in a while. I woke to find a couch in the living room this morning only to discover it smelled of cat urine. I instantly became pissed off and put it back outside. I had a minor pitty party and decided to sweep and vacuum. Of course last night was the topper of everything. While pulling out from an ATM, I didn't realize there was a higher than normal curb and I scratched the very bottom of my brand new car. I jumped out of the car and looked for the damage. I couldn't find any right away as it is pretty unnoticeable from certain angles. Needless to say, I'm feeling very, very upset about that. I've been beating myself up for it since it happened. I'll have to look at it and see what can be done to fix it if anything. I could vomit I'm so upset.

Camping with Stephen was awesome. I'm as head over heels for him as he is for me. Inks Lake was lovely minus the rain! Yes, we camped in the rain. I was able to get a pretty awesome fire going and cooked us a yummy meal. He said at lunch yesterday that dinner was one of his favorite parts. I'm glad I can make him happy on a consistent basis. I think our best is way out in front of us. As we lay in the tent, rain coming down, I looked at him and he looked at me with such contentment. It was an amazing moment that I don't think I'll ever forget. I'll bite my tongue on all the sappy shit for now but just know that I never anticipated feeling this way ever again.